It's been a long time coming.

It's been a while since I've posted, I'm not going to apologise though, apologies mean nothing when not sincere!

I've been feeling very very uninspired and lathargic, too lazy to even sleep.

But tonight is a special night, I decided to draw, and what came of it was a piece of art.

Something I'm actually proud of. So before I say anything else and make a fool of myself.

Here it is.

Malicious People

I've had enought of people being malicious. Especially when I've given them no reason to be.

I've given given given and recieved nothing out of the 'friendship' and to be so cold as to tell everyone the personal details of my life is just unecessary. I've told this person in confidence and out of trust and they've completely abused it. 

Don't ever let anyone do this to you, if they do it once don't let them do it again as I have.

Tell them calmly that the friendship can no longer continue as the trust you've built upon has been taken away and abused. Because I need to do that.

Positive thoughts to the universe and thanks for the friends I do have

Harmony and Wellbeing xx

Sorry there has been a massive slowdown in my posts, I've not been feeling particularly inspired about anything, and have been sleeping most days.

Have you ever a dream so detailed and so intricate that you thought it was real?

I thought this morning I was getting married to a very lovely caring and handsome man. Turns out I'm not. Which is disappointing but you know, what can you do?

But it just confused me, because I knew the guy.. ish.

Positive thoughts to the universe because I need them right now. A lot.

Harmony and Wellbeing xx

Birthday Wishes & Expensive Taste

Saturday brings the morning after feeling as I attended one of my good friends' birthday BBQ.
It was extremely hard to abstain from the fiery festering flesh (alliteration) but the outcome was surprising to say the least.
I have however officially fallen prey to the materialism of today's society, I've spent the last week going to Harrods EVERY DAY. I've spent at least £20 on gelato and I wasted £2.50 on choosing the most disgusting flavour known to man. Melon.
I did also, have a lucid dream.
Like a person I know, I won't give the details because it's personal.. and smaller people of the world could be reading this. I will say however, that it's worth trying to achieve one of nature's wonders and reading techniques on Wikipedia will almost certainly help.
In lighter news; I cleaned sick out of a lid for the recycling because I was the only one who was 'immune' to the smell of sick, I spent half an hour with my head on someone's crotch trying to attain a shred of sleep, and my good friend Kezia kicked Benny in the head. HA.

Positive thoughts to the universe
Harmony and Wellbeing xx

Birthday Fun

So it's Tuesday and I meant to post on Sunday, as Sunday was my 17th birthday!

Which included eating a massive bowl of clear soup with about 458904358203 metres of flat noodles in it. Waiting for some important people to turn up, and sitting in a park screw facing a Z-List actor. Going to a reggae rave for about 2 minutes, then walking to the bus stop and then back to find my friends had departed. Sitting in Liverpool street station fixing my hair (literally) and waiting for the 2nd bus because I was too busy discussing how 'scene' someone used to be.

Then I got home and talked to various sexy people and went to sleepz.

In other news however, I'm still going strong on the vegan front! Went to Harrods and avoided being banned for life by smashing the gorgeous glass cabinets and grabbing all the delicious food in sight.. They have the most amazing gelato there (I did ask if it was vegan, Fayed's slaves confirmed). And I officially want to be richer than the queen, Herve Leger was calling me so badly and so was the £5,114 sofa that made me feel like a kid again, I sat down and my legs just barely reached the edge of the sofa!!!

I bought America's next top model for DS and some headphones by skullcandy on sale, and when I got to the till I brought out my fat wallet (birthday money) and paid. The cashier took one look at my LV and asked if I had a Harrod's Gold Reward Card! (I replied in my best posh accent: No not at the moment)

Then I went to Topshop and almost bought the most amazing leather cowboy boots, but decided against it because they were leather. 

I love my life. (positive thoughts to the universe)

Harmony and Wellbeing xx

Second Post Blues

Haha sorry it's Tuesday and I said I would post on Monday.. I fell asleep :/

I have the news however, that I became a full time vegan. I hope that it won't be too hard but I'm sure I can achieve it with perseverance! 

In other news I finished my exams and I'm looking foward to my birthday on Sunday.

For those who are interested here is what I ate on Monday.. the 1st day of veganism.

4 nakd bars (a lot I know but they're MORISH!)

Nesquik cereal and soya milk

Beans on toast

Pasta with tomato sauce

Jumbo Sos roll from H&B

Apple and Raspberry fruit bar (100% fruit)

1 Litre of water.

It's not much but I'll try to do better tomorrow in way of nutrition =]

Positive thoughts to the Universe

Harmony and Wellbeing xx

Birthing of change

The all important 1st post.

I don't really have anything to say.. other than I hope what you read from me is interesting and keeps you returning here.

I will and I promise to post at least once a week, although I'm aiming for twice a week.

Monday and Thursday should be the days I post on.

Thank You Though. I send my positive thoughts to the universe. =]

Harmony and Wellbeing xx