Starting to feel a little bit better?
That message they sent to the group chat about that poor girl was disgusting and it's helping me see that they are no better than they were before.
I should be lucky that it ended where it did because I don't think they would respect me anyway. I don't think they ever have.
I received their ex's intimate photos ffs, like that would have been you with the next one. Don't strive for that.

A place for my thoughts. Feeling confused, abandoned and a little bit disgusting. The time I've spent with this person lately has been really special but sadly not enough to overlook how they make me feel and how they feel about me in return. I know that my ego is bruised by hearing that they can't see me in that way and part of me wants to try and change that, but I need to analyse why and where that is coming from. As surely, that isn't something I want to strive to achieve? The love and validation of someone who doesn't think I deserve it or (if they do) don't want to give me that. At first I was proud of myself for not crying during the conversation we had but on reflection I think they knew why I cried earlier anyway, so it doesn't really matter. I do feel that they didn't understand fully what I was trying to say but I'm not sure I have the capacity or energy at this point. Maybe when I do, there will be no need to.

Plastic Fantastic

Don't these crêpes look great?! They were in the window of an ice-cream parlour and crêperie in Chinatown. At first glance I thought they were real but upon closer inspection I found out they were plastic. Ah well, never mind; They still look delicious!

Merope

I've been experiementing with layering and opacity on top of photos, I used galaxy photos for a nice vintage effect.

I think it came out well!


Excuse my nakedness!

It was only a case of laziness

I got my camera working again after I figured out it was only a battery issue. All these months!

I've learned to love my photo-editing software in a way that knows no bounds. Webcam too..


I speak Cat don't you know!

So in the coming days and weeks, expect to see more photography and outfit based posts.

Small Spread

looklet has to be one of the most imaginative fashion websites out there. I wish I was a stylist..

How are you going to fit these clothes on me?

Browsing through NYMAG.com, I found a few pieces from BCBG Max Azira that are so lovely.


Ikeya Seki - Kano


Love the slouchy pants teamed with the wrap vest cardigan..


The jumper has an amazing print and embellishment..


Just. Yum..


Love the sheer material creating an optical illusion..